MY LIFE '08/09

TERM-TEST 2.1

2009-05-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

ALL THE BEST FOR THE UPCOMING TERM-TEST PPL ! :)

ITCHNESS

2009-04-27T19:35:00.002+08:00

today woke up early in the morning and took a bus down to one of the polyclinics.
as i would like to consult doctor for the ongoing itchness all over my body.
but eventually i didn't manage to reach there as i alighted at the wrong stop.
then on second thoughts, i didn't want to go already because i'm afraid that i would be late for school.
irritating itchness! i thought it would be getting better earlier part of the day but it seems to be the same.
*sigh~

well. 2nd week of school for this semester.
school was alright today.
nothing to elaborate also. haha!

feeling weak.
my hand... ... ):

EXHAUSTED...

2009-04-23T20:11:00.003+08:00

oh yea. finally it's the end of the day again as today was a long day for me.
i'm starting to fall asleep during lessons already. =P
and homework is coming in as well.
not forgetting that today TP was exercising this fire drill session.
after which went to Mensa and hv some bite before going for Siociology lecture from 6pm to 7pm. oh gosh...
then when boarding bus on the way home, saw Eunice Kua in bus too! =)
actually i've a feeling that i'll see her on bus and yes it's true. wow! HAHA!
nice chatting with her. she's still as crazy as ever! 'bak-kua'?! *laugh~ jkjk.

tmr there will be this 'WheelBarrow Human Challenge' event going on.
and will be staying till quite late. another long day! =X
hope tmr everything will go smoothly. :)

still feeling itchy with those bites .. argh~ stop it please!

why do i still care?! shouldn't have bother ...

FEELING RATHER ... ...

2009-04-22T21:37:00.004+08:00

well. it's alrdy the 3rd day since sch reopens.
saw Jane Teo, my secondary school classmate as well as many of my friends around today.
and many people have been asking me over the past few days, 'Are you Year 1 student?'
what's my reaction? HAHA!
omg. do i really look like a Year 1 student? *laugh~
much less saying i've alrdy turned 18 this year. hohox...

hmm .. my friend was right. those bites on my hand were not from mosquitoes.
haix .. there were uncountable marks on my hand and leg. *itchy~
what's going on?! ):

alright. back to topic.
lessons was fine today.
had APEL 2 lesson! finally can get to see my old classmates and CP.
i'm glad to see them once again but ... ...
feeling rather weird as well. don't want to elaborate much also.
*a heave of sigh~
after lunch, slacked in library for about 3 hours as there's CDS (Socialogy) class in the late afternoon.
just hope that it is an interesting subject.
tmr starting school at 9am till evening around 7pm. another long day! hohox...
gtg to rest... ciaoz~

SCHOOL REOPENS - SEM 2.1

2009-04-20T20:39:00.004+08:00

just got back home and i watched finish 'Ai Jiu Zhai Yi Qi' episode 10.
it's nice but abit sad. ):

alright. finally school reopens after a 2 month long holiday.
and i'm officially year 2 in my poly life. haha!
school was fine. can get to see my friends once again!
met new classmates, new lecturers and tutors.
and also make a couple of new friends too.
well. but i'm not really looking forward to this semester.
and i've applied for CDS and now i feel like dropping it because ... ...
oh gosh! but it's ok. hope everthing goes well for me. :)

tmr is another day. how will it be like?

lesson learnt: don't ever take your eyes down on someone, because you will never know that that same person will be working with you in the near future. what a small world! :)

NEW SEMESTER CLASS TIME-TABLE

2009-04-16T22:20:00.003+08:00

yea. just check my new class time-table for the upcoming semester.
hmm. i don't really feel anything about it. quite satisfied?
i'm just wondering why there isn't any CDS subjects included.
erm. the only difference is the earliest i've to report to sch will be at 8am this time round.
luckily, it's on Friday, the only day. HAHA! pray hard tt i'll not be late for any days.
and on 2 days of the week, i'll be reporting to sch in the afternoon.
but i still prefer to go school in the morning rather than in the afternoon.
i know there's some of my friends who will be in the same class as me for the nxt sem.
but i hope tt i will feel comfortable with my new classmates and also able to cope with the core subjects.
bless me. :)

HELPING OUT CSC AT SCHOOL

2009-04-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

yea. today went to help out CSC for the packing of goodie bags.
and it has been quite some time since i'm getting involved in CSC.
we'all like working our hands for non-stop! HAHA!
and we finished everything in like 5 hours i think.
after which went to have dinner with them at TM.
then i went home straight as i'm not feeling really well since this morning.
was having stomachache and felt like vomitting.
don't have appetite also for both lunch and dinner. haix.
on the way home, i was like freezing in the bus because it was damn cold the moment i boarded.
was forcing myself to alight as well. *laugh~

gotta rest for awhile. :)

SENTOSA OUTING WITH TOPMODELS

2009-04-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

yea. went out with my empire groupmates to Sentosa ytd!
we had fun throughout the day.
first, we met up at HabourFront MRT station and went to have our lunch/brunch.
then later bought tickets .. and on our way to Sentosa Siloso Beach.
played volleyball, soccer, frisbee and many more.
and ya. we also went down to the sea and got wet.
i was like sabotaged by them and was thrown into the sea. hmph! this isn't my first time alrdy. HAHA!
alright, after which as we were all tired and hungry, we'all left the place and went back to VivoCity to have dinner together.
chatted till around 1030pm then we all went home!
dead beat~
photos will be uploaded on my other blog if i've received them.

and sorry guys for not able to join you'all for the orientation week zero camp.
have fun ya people! :)

IS STILL ALIVE

2009-04-09T18:28:00.004+08:00

oh yea. i'm back on this blog of mine.
finally i've decided that to keep this blog as well.
each has own advantages to say at least.
so w.e.f. today, i shall have 2 blogs! haha!
hmm .. i shall use this blog for those posts without photos/pictures whereas as for the another blog link is for those posts with photos/pictures.

so for those who are still in the midst of my another blog link, here it is: http://roy-alty.livejournal.com/

Yours truly,
Roy Kim :)

2009-03-14T12:30:00.000+08:00

my apologies ...

IT FAIR '09

2009-03-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

today ...
went to Suntec Convention Hall as there's currently an IT Fair going on.
went there to have a look. but ntg much also.
so instead shopped ard Suntec Mall. and i mean the whole mall. HAHA!
saw an actresses and actor.
and tt moment, how i wished they would asked me to join them. haha!
oh well. not forgetting tt since young, i've always this ambition of being an popular actor.
but i guess, tt's my DREAM. :)

yes. tt egotistical side has beaten me. coz i still can't overcome it.

SHOP .. SHOP & SHOP ...

2009-03-10T11:59:00.000+08:00

today ...
went to shop at Plaza Singapura ...
wow .. saw many interesting stuffs and nice food ! :p
omg ! realised tt it's a nice place to shop too .. hee...
but but but .. cannot find what i intend to find .. sobz ...

omg .. nightmare is coming soon ! :X
have to wait for Thursday ... ):

hope can find it ...

RAINING DAYS ...

2009-03-09T15:39:00.004+08:00

these few days the weather isn't good ...
raining and raining... is now the raining season?
it just makes me kept having thoughts ...
no doubt tt i'm not really smiling or feeling happy nowadays .. ):
sigh~
well .. results are out on this Wednesday for those who sign up for SMS service and Thursday for those who don't sign up ...
and i'm feeling a bit worried .. tt i may not hv the mood to view my results ...
will a miracle fall upon me .. i wonder...?
omg .. hope hope hope there's somebody to talk to after viewing my results if it's bad ...
last few days to be happy and not worrying abt anything ... HAHA !

okays, as can see from my previous post, there are some interesting events coming up.
yes and i guess i'm going for these events. woo~ who's free?

INTERESTING EVENTS

2009-03-09T15:24:00.002+08:00

upcoming events at Singapore Expo.

The POPULAR Sale 2009
Admission: Public - Free Admission
Venue: Hall 3B
20 Mar: 10am to 10pm (open to POPULAR cardmembers)
20 Mar: 3pm to 10pm (open to public)
21 - 22 Mar: 10am to 10pm (open to public)

Adidas Sale 2009
Admission: Public - Free Admission
Venue: Hall 5B
Post Season Sale, up to 70% off !
20 Mar 2009 - 22 Mar 2009: 11am to 7pm

upcoming events at Suntec Convention Hall.

Crazy Warehouse Sales
Description:
This 4-day Crazy Warehouse Sales is back!!! This time with more savings & special buys!!! Do not miss out brands like Renoma, Goldlion, Charles Jourdan, B.U.M., Freestyle, Label, The Cocoa Trees, etc., etc. Ladies' Wear, Men's Wear & Men's Undergarments, Kidswear, Accessories, Imported Chocolates & more, more, more... Prices start from as low as $3!!!!!!!!!!!!
Location:
Rm 202 (Level 2)
12 Mar 2009 - 15 March 2009: 10am to 10pm

SIGH~

2009-03-08T22:11:00.002+08:00

alright. it's not easy reading and understanding the BTT book. *sigh~
maybe i'm the only one who feel tt. HAHA!

okays. nothing can go well.
just find it funny sometimes, as why different people has different fate.
letting go isn't an easy thing to do. but neither is when you're holding onto something. :)
omg. i realised tt i've many thoughts nowadays. HAHA! :D

LAST TIME? ):

2009-03-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

TP :)

alright, went to school tdy to meet up with friends for basketball.

and we played under the scorching hot sun! thus most of us were sun-burned.

my whole body is feeling itchy! ):

anw .. it has been more than one week since i go school alrdy.

results are gna be out soon! omg! *pray hard* :)

some triggered thoughts today:

i wondered, since many things are unpredictable and life is so fragile, then what if one day *touch wood* i'm gone and leave this world?

that's when you will regret if there's something which you wanted to do or wished to do.

and also what is the last thing that you do? the last person whom you're with?

all these... have you ever wonder? HAHA!

LEARNING SWIMMING?

2009-03-05T19:19:00.003+08:00

yea .. these few days went for swimming with friends near my house area .
didn't really know how to swim yet, but can say at least i've learnt smtg ! hee .. :p
motivation please ! :)
omg ! really hope tt i can know .. how to swim soon ! yeah ! :)

so many things tt i want to do .. or rather is a need to do ... HAHA !
1) learn swimming.
2) study the BTT book.
3) find a job.

don't despair, the nicest things will happen to you when you least expect them.

WHEN IS THE TIME

2009-03-03T16:14:00.003+08:00

yes. i wonder when.

如果一切可以换回过去，事情也可能就简单多了。

还是算了。也只好看着办吧。

group shot taken on 26th Feb '09 birthday celebration :)

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WITH 9 WONDERS :)

2009-02-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

yes . celebration with 9 wonders ! :)
we met up at Pasir Ris Interchange and headed down to PRP for cycling and exploring the place.
yea it has been quite a while since i last cycled so i'm not so stable but i just love to cycle. hee...
cycled around the park and took many photos.
not long after we cycled finish, it's dinner time so we went to White Sands to have our dinner at the Food Court.
they bought me a bowl of Ice Kachang and sang a birthday song to me! :)
till then i thought everything was over and i followed Jason to his hse to collect my present.
i stayed for awhile at his hse, and after passing me the present, i went home straight.
here is the interesting part, after i entered my hse, i then realised tt the rest of them were at my home!!! they shocked me with the poppers and a birthday cake! i'm really surprised! :)
to my astonishment, my brother was also cooperating with them.
sang birthday song~ cut the cake~ made a wish~
my brother passed me a present too! thankyou Leuven! :)
i also received a cute figuring which looks like me and a card. haha! thankyou my friends! :)
then i was blind-folded and was told to go to my room. and tadang!~ i saw my own room decorated with night-glowing stuffs and a hanging soft toy! omg! so nice! like a little kid's room. *laugh~
then later i was given a CD-ROM and i viewed it with my laptop.
the clip! okays i'm speechless alrdy. really really really ________ :)
after tt, took group photos too. hee...
and then which we played games inside my room.
alright, after everything, it's home sweet home for everyone. :)
people present:
ChiwFoong, Jesslyn, Yvonne, JiaEn, SeeHwa, Eunice and Jason.

thankyou my beloved 9 wonders for this day! i'm really happy and glad tt almost everyone is around! *smiles~
a memorable day indeed. :) :) :)

the birthday card :)

the watch :)

the shirt :)

my twin little brother :)

the cards :)

nice card :)

the CD-ROM :)

the night-glowing decoration :)

the hanging soft-toy :)

lastly, a group shot! :)

thankyou for all the gifts ! :)

谢谢你们！你们都是我的好朋友！:)

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY WITH TP FAMILY

2009-02-27T22:42:00.006+08:00

yes. i've finally turned 18 this year. haha!
and ytd was really a great day.
in the morning, i was told by my friends to meet them at Tampines Mall Mac.
but to my astonishment, when i was abt to leave my hse and open the gate, they surprised me with smashing cream onto my face! haha! i was like shock and surprised!
then we went back into my house to clean up. then we took lots of photos! :)
there after, we took a cab down to ECP where we had our BBQ there.
pitched tent, and prepare all the stuffs.
then some went to take BBQ stuffs while some played games in the tent and also captain's ball along the seaside.
sadly, it was raining then. but luckily there wasn't any when it's time for BBQ.
all the people had reached by that time.
this is the interesting part. they got a cheer for me! i was happy and touched by the cheer. thankyou! and after that, i was thrown into the sea. haha!
soon it was evening time. so it's time to barbeque food and eat!
we'all really went crazy and was having fun.
many things happen in between. hee...
and after everything. we'all went to wash up ourselves and changed.
some went home and some stayed overnight.
played games and i'm the one who got the forfeit once again because earlier in the day i also got one. haha!
okays. everyone was having an enjoyable time tgt.
and we left the place in the morning.

people present:
ChengHao, WeiXuan, JunXiang, ShaoRen, Clement, Jean, Grace, Joel, LQ, JiaQi, Larlene, JiangLong, LiJing and LeeLeong.

i hereby want to .. THANKS EVERYONE FOR YOUR PRESENCE AND ORGANISING THIS EVENT ON THIS SPECIAL DAY.

i'm really happy! thankyou my friends! :)

wallet :) by TP family

soft toy :) by Grace

soft toy and one small card :) by LiJing

birthday card :) by Joel

(with LQ's, Larlene's and JiaQi's comments)

customized name hp strap :) by Jean

more photos will be uploaded when i received them. :)

MY 18TH BIRTHDAY :)

2009-02-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

thankyou who wish me HAPPY BIRTHDAY ...

SMS:
Jesslyn, Jean, TingHui, Yvonne, Eunice, Aunt Genn, JiaEn, ChiwFoong, WeiXuan, SeeHwa, Juline, Sharina, Sylvester and Uncle Dad.

MSN:
Jesslyn, Clement, Jean, ChengHao, JasonNg and LinJia.

BLOG TAGS:
ChengHao, Jesslyn, KaiLing, ChiwFoong and Camy.

OTHERS:
everyone who were present for the BBQ.

THANKYOU you'all! *smiles~

EXAMS OVER, HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!

2009-02-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

have a glace at Changi Airport ... ...

Alright, finally exams are over! had been mugging for days and also had been so tensed up during that crucial period for being afraid that I may screwed up everything. okay, shall not talk about exams but just hope for the best when the results are released.

YEAH YEAH!!! holidays are here and I'm so gonna spend this period wisely. There are few things which I have already plan to do during this holidays.

1) sit for BTT.

2) learn playing piano/guitar.

3) learn swimming.

4) exercise to keep healthy and fit.

5) St. John Island trip?

6) go look for a temporary job to earn some extra pocket money to buy my needs such as apparels.

7) there's more to come I guess ...

Explore into every possibility.

CAN I COPE ? ):

2009-02-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

oh my ! i'm going to go bonkers !
this time .. i must admit tt i'm abit stressed up .. haix ...
i cannot absorb tt much alrdy ... my head is going to burst if this continues ...
i hope tt i can go through this hurdle asap .. so tt my brain can hv some peace ...
argh ~ i need E________, M_________ and S_________ !!!

my god ~ help me this time ... :)

A SCARE ?

2009-02-15T18:48:00.003+08:00

a dream that I had while having afternoon nap ...
which in turn scare me to have the thought of broken dreams ....
alright . shall not elaborate more ... :X

yes . tmr is the start of the study week before main examinations arrive !
shall work very hard from tomorrow onwards ...
didn't really study that much these past few days and so .. let's get start w.e.f. tmr !
serious serious serious ~

and won't be updating till main examinations i think ...
meanwhile for those who are mugging hard for revision .. jiayou jiayou jiayou ! :)

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY '09

2009-02-14T18:58:00.007+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day to all !!! :)

thanks Jaslyn for the Hershey's Reese's Cups !

and also thanks Joel and Grace for the small little note and packets of sweets !

it's 14th February ...

Yvonne's Birthday Celebration (8th Feb '09)

2009-02-14T18:33:00.003+08:00

last sunday .. celebrated Yvonne's birthday with the others ...

went to Boat Quay Mind's Cafe ...

we played board games there and everyone was enjoying themselves ! :)

after that .. headed down to the Fountain of Wealth at Suntec City ...

gave Yvonne a surprise too ! :)

soon it's time to go home as we'all had sch the following day ...

Happy Birthday to Yvonne once again ! :)

LAST DAY OF SEMESTER 1.2

2009-02-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

well .. today marks the last day of Sem 1.2 ...
time really flies i guess so ...
which means i'm not longer in the current course - 'ETCM' as i'll be streamed to Engineering Business in the next sem 2.1 ...
and also i'll miss my friends whom aren't in the same direct course as me ... =(
and lastly .. it means Main Examinations are just approx. 1 wk away ...
omg ! it's drawing nearer and nearer ... =X
ok . shall work hard and do my best ! =)

vroom~ off for revision ... ciaoz~

REUNION MEAL WITH CLASSMATES :)

2009-02-06T22:25:00.007+08:00

alright. i'm here to update once again. yes, the weekend is here. this week seemed rather hectic as there were quizzes, tests and presentation going on. but that's over for now. what's over is over. so i'll try not to brood over it. :( i'm trying my best to smile though. :)

well. today after school, most of my classmates and i went to have a reunion meal at a nearby 'zhi cha' stall. we ordered a total of 5 dishes accompanied with a bowl of rice for each of us. we'all were having a festive mood eating together. :) we chit-chatted and had laugher. many things were going on also. haha! to say at least, it's a convivial atmosphere at the reunion. :) and also before eating those dishes, we ate something else. guessed what? it's 'yu sheng'! my favourite! :D i was awaiting to eat that for a long time and finally i got a chance to eat this year. yeah! thankyou my friends! :) we saw one of our lecturers and our course manager nearby and so we asked them to join us for 'lo hei'. hee. soon after we had our meal, we dispersed and left after that.
guesse everyone is happy yea~ *smiles~

we also took many photos but i only post some of them. enjoy them k! :)

'yu sheng' 1

'yu sheng' 2

the 5 dishes. yummy~ :p

the 7 boys. :)

and 7 girls. :)

the 7 of us again. haha.

group shot 1. smiling~ :)

group shot 2. yeah!!! :D

MONTH OF FEBRUARY (:

2009-02-01T14:09:00.005+08:00

today is the start of the month of February!
it's the 2nd month of the Year 2009.
well, February is actually my favourite time of the year because this month is special to say at least as it has only 28 days compared to the other months.
there are many things and events coming up for this month i guess.
shall await...

one month has past, how i wish time can fly~ (:

SCHEDULE

2009-02-01T13:49:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, 3rd February:
-EDEVCKT Quiz 2
-PCBDES Lab Test 2

Wednesday, 4th February:
-EMATH Quiz 3
-Japanese Presentation 2 (roleplay)

Thursday, 5th February:
-DFUND Lab Test 2
-DFUND Quiz 2

well.. well.. well...

2009-01-29T22:24:00.002+08:00

haix .. i really don't know what's get into me.
i can get irritated very easily so please, no jokes at this moment of time.
when i'm serious means i'm serious.
i've realised that my limit of patience is not that much compared to last time.
don't ask me why and what. just simply leave me alone.

SOON IT'S BACK TO NORMAL ...

2009-01-27T17:33:00.005+08:00

alright, soon it's coming to an end of the first 2 days of Lunar New Year.
which means students have to be back on studies while those 'workaholics' have to be back at work.
though this period of CNY is not really over as there're 15 days in total, but it's going back to normal days.
how i wish that tomorrow will never come. but the fact is the fact. *sigh~
yes and i'm complaining at the endless homework which i've to complete by today.
1) revise and complete EDEVCKT Reinforcement Question
2) revise and complete EMATH 2 Assignment worksheet
3) memorise my lines for tomorrow's JAP roleplay rehearsal
these all have already suppress my smile i guess. *haha~
let's hope that tomorrow will turn out fine for everyone!

each and everyday, all of us are growing up.
and each and everyday, we're unaware of what will going to happen.
but some things in life may have already been destined.
how will my future turn out to be? or rather my life?

新年快乐 2009 ！

2009-01-26T00:06:00.002+08:00

新年快乐！！！

祝大家

恭喜发财！

学业进步！

财源滚滚来！

哈哈!

最重要，是要开开心心！(:

Happy CNY Eve !!!

2009-01-25T23:30:00.004+08:00

first of all .. happy CNY eve to all !!!

i love this day the most !

just had reunion dinner at my grandparents' hse ... =)

this is the only time when all of my family members can gather tgt .. i'm so happy to see everyone ard ... yeah !!! =D

of course not forgetting this is the only period of the year when both of my parents aren't working ...

but but but .. it's only abt 15 more mins to the 1st day of Lunar New Year ...

sad to say .. i can't bear this day !!! ): how i wish i've a time machine .. so tt i can go back to the time when we all had reunion dinner tgt .. haha !

kk .. it's photos time ! =) enjoy !

a table of delicious dishes ! =p

my bowl of shark's fin soup ...

all of us enjoyed eating ! yummy ! =)

River Hong Bao Trip

2009-01-24T23:59:00.001+08:00

today ...

went out with Jason, Jesslyn, Yvonne and her sister, Violet ...

we all went down to the River Hong Bao !

got heard before ? haha ! coz i didn't till i went there for the first time today ! hehex ...

explored ard .. though there's not much to see .. but at least there's a bit of CNY ambience yea ... hee...

hmm .. bought some stuffs there to eat too ...

chit-chatting and soon after it was time to go home ...

it was a nice day out ! =)

Cai Shen Ye ! =D

Year of Goat babies (:

the five of us (shot 1)

the five of us (shot 2)

my last few posts ...

should i continue to blog ? =/

this year 2009 ...

how will it turn out ?

i'm somehow afraid ...

TESTS .. & RECENT UPDATES ...

2009-01-22T19:53:00.004+08:00

ytd had JAP listening test and today had EDEVCKT Lab Test ...
well .. everything went quite smoothly ... =)
tmr there's another test coming up .. which is CompProg Lab Test ... =X
hope hope hope .. tt there's no problem ...

ytd it's also the last day of the Temasek League Series ...
though we didn't managed to be in the coveted top 3 places ...
but at least we'all enjoyed yea ! =)

in just another 3 more days .. is the Eve of CNY le !
omg .. can't wait ! =D

gtg to rest awhile ...
not at this time .. i fell sick ... =(
hope i'll feel better later ...

A FINE DAY ?

2009-01-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

today ...

is a fine day for me ! =)

though i was late for sch in the morning .. but everything after tt was fine !

a good start; a good end ! i'm happy ! =)

but sadly .. i doubt it will be the same for the next few days of the week ... ):

as there are tests coming up .. and more work too ... sigh~

in another 1 wk time .. is the 1st day of the Lunar New Year !

woo~ can't wait ... i'm alrdy counting down alrdy ... :p haha !

but after tt .. have to rush through the sch work ... haix ... ): but it's ok ! let's enjoy first yea ? hee...

幸福可不可以不灭吗？ :)

UPDATE ! UPDATE !

2009-01-17T01:00:00.001+08:00

hmm .. alright ! i'm back to update ...
this few days didn't hv the time to do so coz i'm busy with my sch work and stuff ...
finally tdy i can take some time off to rest ...
weekends is here ! yeah !

anw .. life hasn't been good either ...
at this time .. i know it's coming again ...
i don't know is this beyond my control anot .. but i know i'm not going to just avoid it .. but to fight it ! =)
just to say .. it's my expectation.

another thing .. Temasek League Series is still going on ...
let's all hope for the best ! =)

CNY is coming !
omg .. i can't wait !
this is my favourite occasion of the year esp the Eve .. heee ...
i hope i can look forward to that day to arrive forever and not when it's over ...
i mean .. at least there is something for me to look forward to ... right ! =)

It's simply undefined ...

I WANT TO SAY ...

2009-01-11T01:09:00.004+08:00

my Grandma seems not to be in good health state ...

each time i see her coughing badly and at a point of time feels like vomiting .. i suddenly felt so sad and afraid .. so as to say i felt heartache ...

just wanted to say .. both of my grandparents alrdy getting old in age ... and i didnt really do much for them as their grandson ... sobz ...

what can i do ? how can i help them ? i wonder ... ):

when i was in the taxi just now .. many other things went through my mind ...

many things .. which makes me sad; unhappy; worried ... etc ... ...

much less to say .. i don't expect much for now ... ):

i'm tired so shall not elaborate tt much ...

Grandfather's 76th Birthday ! :)

2009-01-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

today went out to eat with family and relatives to celebrate my Grandfather's birthday !
i will always look forward to this occasion as it is one of the chances that we'all can gather tgt !
i love this 'qi fen' ...
we went to the Tiong Bahru there and had a feast ! i went to tt place b4 and i love it ...
my uncle told me tt when i was still a small little kid .. i took a photo with this familiar waitress who has been working there for abt 20 years ! i rmb her and she's still there working ! :)
after eating .. went over to my grandparents' place to cut cake !
everyone is happy ! esp my Grandpa ! he's alrdy so old but still look young in my eyes ! hees ...
soon after .. we'all left the place and headed to our respective home ...
i'm deadbeat ... but today is a nice day ! hope my Grandpa enjoy it and the warmth of this family ! :)
lastly .. HAPPY 76th BIRTHDAY GRANDPA ! :)

some pictures to browse through ...

took a sneak shot while the rest are eating ...

a HUGE crab !

lights out at the streets ...

the Birthday cake !

Grandpa blowing off the candles ...

... and cutting the cake !

WHAT'S NOW ?!

2009-01-09T20:29:00.004+08:00

what's really installed for this year 2009??? i wonder ....
我希望今年会是个好年而不是。。。。。。

i just want to say ...
FRIENDS are important to me .. because you'all are part of my life !
take care of yourselves .. be healthy and happy !
that's what i wish for now ...

AT LEAST IT'S BETTER ...

2009-01-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

today .. got back DFUND term-test paper !
the marks wasn't too good and not too bad either ...
and just found out tt CKT lab test is just another 2 weeks time ...
as well as Jap listening test and EMATH quiz too ...
and i'm sure more tests will be coming up soon ...
tests, tests and more tests ! *faint*

i've analysized tt this sem 1.2 .. my GPA is going to drop for sure !
should i sigh~?
hmm .. nvm bah ! =)

anw .. today's the commencing of the TP Open House for those secondary sch students ...
i didn't hv the time to explore it .. hope i can for tmr ! and i want to get the goodie bag .. trying hard to get one ? haha !

why do i have this weird feeling ...?

NOT A GOOD DAY AT ALL !

2009-01-07T23:55:00.001+08:00

today ...
nothing much to say ...
my Jap tcher announced the results of our test !
and i'm not too happy with my marks ... ):
this alone can really spoil my mood ...
and after CDS lessons .. went to the Free Access lab to complete the DFUND project work ...
but after completing .. my counter cannot work ! haix .. haix .. haix !
spent alot of time figuring what's the prob .. but still to no avail ...
thanks JX for helping !!!
left sch at ard 9 plus in the evening and went for dinner outside sch ...
after which .. then headed home with JiaQi ...
i'm dead beat ! zZz~

tmr will be getting back our DFUND term-test paper ! ...
wonder how will i fare for it ? hope it's not too bad ...

kk .. shall stop here ... bye !

today is not a good day after all ...
let's hope tmr will be a better day bah ... :)

A MODERATE DAY ?

2009-01-05T20:50:00.002+08:00

today ...
dragged myself from my bed and i was so sleepy tt i've this thought of not going to sch tdy .. zZz ...
saw jason and chiwfoong on bus .. and also yunhao and fabian ...
ok .. then lessons as usual ...

during PSPS period, we were discussing abt the topic abt stress ...

quite interesting to me .. shall elaborate a bit here ...

what's your response to stress ?

there's only 2 reactions to it which is either ...

1) Fight: face it and overcome the problem.

2) Flight: avoid it and let the problem rest.

so what's yours then? :)
and also got back CompProg test paper !
the results? ... nvm ! it's expected bah ...
after sch .. saw linjia, ashraf and tinghui too ! so we sat the same bus and went home ! :)

and i wish those who are sick or not feeling well will recover soon yea ! :)

a good day or a bad day ?

haix ...

KAMPONG GLAM PRIZE PRESENTATION

2009-01-04T18:40:00.005+08:00

today ...
accompany my brother to the Kampong Glam CC there to collect his Edusave Scholarship award ! :)
before registration .. went to hv our lunch at the nearby army market place ...
hmm .. then waited for his turn to receive his award from Ms Denise Phua !
luckily he was the first few among the rest to receive .. otherwise I would have to wait quite long just to see him receiving ! haha !
then waited for the whole presentation to end which was around 4pm before we could leave ...
and also before leaving .. we also collected a goodies bag which comprises a pen, a big packet of MILO, 6 cans of NESCAFE drink and some brochures !
wow .. so good right ! haha ! =D
then after which we went to Bras Brasah Popular bookstore to buy some stationary ...
bought smtg to eat before heading home ...
well .. tt's all for today ! i'm tired ! zZz .. hv to go and catch some sleep ! XD

some pictures to browse through ...

students seated waiting for their collection of their respective prizes :)

the lady in blue is the Guest of Honour, Ms Denise Phua :)

lastly, the goodies bag !

FIRST DAY OF SCH IN 2009

2009-01-02T23:56:00.003+08:00

well .. today is the day which sch reopens for those studying in Kindergarten; Primary; Secondary schools etc ... hees ...
but it wasn't any different for those in tertiary .. hehex ...
lessons as usual ...
still can catch up and understand abit ...
Friday's lesson is short though .. i like ! HAHA !
then after sch .. went to have lunch at Business school ...
and ya .. my friends and I sign up for the Temasek League Cup tournament !
we sign up for captain's ball and basketball ...
but I only sign up for captain's ball ... as for the basketball they can only recruit 3 players and 2 reserves ...
hope we can win that ultimate prize ! woo~ HAHA !

then after sch .. my friends and I went to Century Square and watched IP MAN !
nice show ! it's a fighting show !
and there's a legendary story behind it ! hehex ...
went home after movie-screening .. coz i'm dead beat ! zZz ...

tt's all for today ! :)

GOOD BYE 2008, HELLO 2009 !!!

2009-01-01T16:24:00.005+08:00

well .. this is my 149th post ! .. and today is the very first day of the Year 2009 !
it's the New Year's Day in fact ... HAHA !
and of course it's the time to make my New Year's resolutions ! :)

My Resolutions for 2009
1) to see an improvement on my academic results;
2) a healthier, fitter, happier & better person;
3) the world in peace;
4) my wish to come true.
in conclusion, just hope to see that we all have a better year ahead ! :)

and lastly, Happy New Year to all !!! :)

LAST DAY OF 2008 - NEW YEAR'S EVE

2008-12-31T23:30:00.002+08:00

today is ... the last day of the year 2008 !
seriously .. somehow i can't bear to say 'bye' to 2008 ...
this year has been great ! of course there are ups and downs sometimes ...
many things had happened OR changed ! both good and bad ... HAHA !

2008 ... here are some of the highlights !
1) marks the 1st year of my poly life as a tertiary student; :)
2) get to know a lot of new friends and understand more of my old friends; :)
3) did something memorable; :)
4) learned how to cycle; :)
5) my dad's driving license had been suspended. :(
actually there's more .. but I just can't think of them now ... :p

a few more minutes to a brand new year ! let's await and countdown alright !

3rd DAY OF SCH REOPENS

2008-12-31T22:25:00.001+08:00

netoday ...
got back EMATH term-test paper !
and i'm kinda shocked .. haix ... ):

after school played bball with friends !
it's been a while since we played tgt le .. hees ...
my finger got injured ! sobz ...

met with my JAP project groupmates and do some discussion abt the script ...

saw JiaEn, Jeremy, ChiwFoong & Soon Kiat too !

and headed home after that !

just a short post for today .. haha !

2nd DAY OF SCH REOPENS

2008-12-30T19:48:00.004+08:00

today ...
met jason on bus when going to sch ...
1st lesson .. got back EDEVCKT term test paper .. but i've got no feeling ...
then lessons as usual .. and of course i fell alseep once again ... =X
nowadays i don't really like studying .. boring ! .. haix ...
then got an interview for the PCB lesson ...
luckily everything went well ... phew~
after sch .. bus-ed down to Bugis with SR for awhile as he needs to go for work ...
saw Genevieve on bus too ! ...
bought dinner for my bro and myself and headed home after tt ! =)
today can be a nice day but .. aiya .. tt's just stupid ! =(

tmr will be getting back EMATH term test paper ...
really anxious ... coz i'm afraid ... ... =(

tmr is also the New Year's Eve ...
what's installed for me? hees ...

1st DAY OF SCHOOL REOPEN (Mid-Semester 1.2)

2008-12-29T19:09:00.002+08:00

sch reopens today !
and went to sch after a 2 weeks break ...
i kept yawning when in bus today !
and guessed i'm still sleepy bah .. zZz ...
monday's blue ? HAHA !
i'm happy because i can get to see my friends again ! =)
lessons as usual .. but i'm like half-dead ...
i fell asleep during lessons ...
i almost feel like skipping lessons as i couldn't stand any longer .. hees ...
i was like .. yearning for the lessons to end faster !
and finally it ended ! .. haha ...
after sch .. took a bus home and i slept from the moment i sat down ... :p
and i didn't feel like getting down the bus as i wanted to sleep more .. but i can't ! haha ...

guess today i've to study abit .. if i can ...
gng to sleep ! tired ! ):

Spring Cleaning at Petir Road

2008-12-28T23:54:00.004+08:00

today went for another spring cleaning session ...
met HuiShan and the rest at Tanjong Pagar MRT station at 8am ...
took a Maxi cab down to one of the household at Petir Road ...
that house is very clean when we first saw ! it's like we didn't really need to clean up ...
hmm .. then we paint the whole house i think ... the walls, ceilings, doors and gates ...
soon after tzu wei and 2 other volunteers went off early at ard 12 noon coz they got smtg on ...
so only left the few of us painting and cleaning up .. haha ...
at around 6pm we then left the place and bid goodbye to them ! =)
today is tiring ! my back ... ):

hmm .. tmr sch reopens le .. tt's fast ! ):
and nxt wk we will be reviewing our term-test papers ...
how will i fare ? don't really know also ...
anw .. it's time to study once again ...

haix .. another day ... ...

Spring Cleaning at Teck Whye Lane

2008-12-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

today went for .. spring cleaning !
and had to reach CCK mrt station at 8:20am ...
but guess what .. i'm late and reached there at 8:50am ...
really sorry ! (:

sat a bus down to Teck Whye Lane that housing estate area ...
went to a household and helped to spring clean the house ...
i did painting ! actually it's my first time ! HAHA ! =D
it's a good experience though ...
hmm .. then after we tidied up the place .. took photos and bid goodbye to the family ! =)
that's the end of today's session of spring cleaning ...
dragged myself home .. deadbeat .. zZz ~

tmr's another day of spring cleaning ...
hope everything will turn out fine ! =)
still have school work undone yet .. haix ...

each time i read those .. my tears just ... ...
why ..? haix ... ):
got so much to say and hope for .. but i just can't ...

hmm ...

2008-12-27T01:04:00.004+08:00

firstly, i wanted to say ...
i'm very happy because this Christmas, i received many many many wishes and some gifts !
so happy ! thanks for all those ... =)

i'm going for spring cleaning for Saturday and Sunday ...
dunno how will it turn out ...
a bit scared? coz Sunday i'll have to bring the rest ...
this is a challenge to me ! hope i can do it ! =)

sch gna reopens soon ! haix ...
time really flies ... 2 weeks of holidays are gna be over ... ):
soon it will go back to the time when we start to mug hard for studies ...

sigh~ really really really hope ___________ ! ):

don't hv the mood now .. sorry ppl ! (:

my thoughts =)

2008-12-26T00:40:00.002+08:00

sometimes I wonder, why would I ______________ ?
they've been asking me, 'Do I ___________ ?'
but each time they asked, I'll denied.

till recently then I realised I couldn't ___________ ...
since that incident happened, tears had been rolling down my cheeks and I couldn't put that off my mind ...
no strength .. no mood .. how am I going to continue ?!
I just hope that time would flies because I just hate this period of time seriously !!!

I'm feeling sad, moodless and helpless ... ):
save me from all these alright ?

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Life is short.
They say it takes ...
a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them. ):

some updates ...

2008-12-19T23:00:00.004+08:00

well .. today is alrdy Friday le ...
which means there's only approx. 1 more wk of holidays left .. haix ...
but nxt wk i'm occupied fully except for one day which is on the day of Christmas itself .. HAHA !
here is the schedule:
22nd Dec - Mentoring/ Project X'MAS
23rd Dec - JAP project meeting
24th Dec - Outing
25th Dec - ???
26th Dec - DFUND project

during the holidays .. i've been indulging myself with food ...
so don't be surprised if i become fatter abit ... HAHA ! ^^

another thing .. what's wrong with the blogskin website ..?
i can't go into tt website and so i can't get new skins .. sobz ):
or maybe my internet connection got sort of problem .. haix ...
how ..? no motivation to blog le ... *sadded*

btw .. who have my blog song (What If by Nina) ..?
i love tt song ! so nice ! and her voice .. heee....

A DAY OUT .. SHOPPING (:

2008-12-18T20:40:00.004+08:00

tdy met up with nik, jason, wl & zh ...
and the 5 of us went to shopping ! haha ...
we shopped almost the whole of Bugis .. lolx ...
we bought many things and stuffs ...
mostly is our essential needs .. so not counted as spendthrift kk ... heee...
i bought a pair of jeans and a bag ...
which alrdy cost me ard $85 .. wow ... HAHA !
wanted to buy more ... ... but but but ... nxt time bah .. hehex ...
muz keep fr my parents .. otherwise i might get a scolding from them ... ):
today really had a fun day out with u guys ...
无忧无虑的。。。=)

and oh ya .. tdy is also Nigel's and JingTing's Birthday !!!
one wk b4 christmas yea .. heee...
be happy always yea ! =)

nowadays my Internet connection really CMI ...
think tt i'm not going to be on9 for quite some time till the connection gets better ...
haix haix haix ... ):

shall keep a distance apart .. till i changed for the better ...

PERCEPTION..?

2008-12-17T11:46:00.002+08:00

thought of this the moment i woke up ...

why does people have distinct perception on the people around them ..?
i.e. different kind of people get different kind of treatment ....

is this fair ..? i wonder ... haha ...

the reasons are ...
people have distinct impression on the people around them ...
like for instance, the looks?
of course the better-looking ones will get better treatment isn't it so ...
another point which is .. the character ..?
people will prefer the good character rather those bad ones ...
and lastly, which is .. the standing?
like .. best friend is normally being treated better than a normal friend or even close friend ...
or the most common one which is the people whom u love ...

so in conclusion, it's just simply DIFFERENT ! =)

SVR '09 !!!

2008-12-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

today went to AMK walk around ...

saw many stuffs there ...

and finally i bought the game which i've awaited for months .. yippee !!! =D

it's original de .. so it costs me ... ): but it's alright coz at least i get to play it ...

well .. wrestling is still one of my favourites ... yea yea ... HAHA ...

i've been collecting a series of that game ... from 2003 till the latest 2009 ...

wow .. and ya ... 6 years indeed !!! =)

time really flies yea .. heee....

[ SmackDown VS RAW 2009 ]

我想。。是不可能的吧。。。

PICTURES OF P10 CAMP !

2008-12-14T13:20:00.001+08:00

i've only post up some of abt 600++ pictures ... oops ...
let the pictures do all the talking k ... heee.... =)
here they are ... ... enjoy !!!

BACK FROM P10 CAMP

2008-12-13T21:22:00.005+08:00

k .. juz back from the P10 camp ...
had fun with the rest of the sub-comm and main-comm of other clubs ...
took lots of photos but i've yet to receive them .. hehex ...
probably i'll post up the photos after i've receive them if i'm not lazy .. haha ...
k .. everyone was dead beat after tt ... zZz ...
hmm .. basically was abt tt ... heee ...

i'm very happy as finally i can take a break and relax myself ...
but only for nxt wk i think .. coz the following wk i'm quite occupied ...
but at least better than nothing right ! haha ...

我做好决定了吗？

我应该把这件事给忘了。。？

还是我应该给我自己多一点时间。。？

我只是不想有遗憾。。。

It shall remain as unknown for now ...

No one can go back and change a bad beginning;

but anyone can start now and create a successful ending.

END OF TERM-TEST ! YEAH!!!

2008-12-11T20:45:00.001+08:00

finally term-tests are over ... woo~ =D
today is the beginning of holidays..? yeah !

tmr there's Perfect Night Camp !
but not really looking forward to it coz i'm afraid as well as shy ..? hehex ...
coz we, the subcomm are part of the organisers ... o.O
hmm .. let's hope it will go smoothly as planned ... (:

oh btw .. today's WEI XUAN 18th Birthday !!! =)
生日快乐！
let's hope ... everything goes well for you aite ! heee...

害怕的感觉？
我很想打掉这个念头，但为什么就是。。。。。。

FORGET FOR GOOD?

2008-12-10T09:50:00.009+08:00

empty bus ? i'm the only one yea ... :P

one paper done ! and there's 2 more to go ..!

hope can do well for the rest of the papers ... heee ....

not really looking forward to the holidays ..? also don't knw why .. haha ...

christmas is coming soon !!! another 15 days time ...

omg !! i want to see Santa coz of 'presents'! HAHA! =D

which also means tt a new year which is 2009 is ard the corner too !!!

wow ! time flies yea? hehex ...

may write a summary of the highlights which happened in this year, 2008 before welcoming the next year ... =)

i have decided ..? wait ...

TERM-TEST 1.2 !!!

2008-12-09T00:50:00.000+08:00

it's TERM-TESTS time !!!
GOOD LUCK to all having papers tmr k ... =)

STUDYING AT 'THE COFFEE BEAN'

2008-12-08T08:57:00.005+08:00

ytd went to study at The Coffee Bean ...
ordered one large peppermint chocolate which shared among us .. heee....
then study till ard evening time ...
shop for awhile .. saw many nice things and there's sale almost every shop .. wow ... hahas ...
but didn't bought anything though ... =)

some pictures taken ytd ...

cute? it's the Coffee Bean bear .. heee ...
peppermint chocolate ! yummy !

MONEY?

2008-12-07T01:37:00.003+08:00

some of my triggered thoughts ...

why does 'MONEY' comes into this world ...

because of MONEY, these words came into existence ...
like e.g.: rich; poor; robbery; poverty and etc ...

there's a saying, 'Is money the root of all evilness ..?

well .. human beings have obsessed with money as part of their life ...
because without money, we cannot really live on ...
we need money to eat, sleep and live well ...

we study and upgrade ourselves to make sure we'll able to find a proper job in the future to provide ourselves ...

but there's another question pondering me .. which is ... ...
can money buy happiness ..? i wonder sometimes ....
of course that's not the fact ... however somehow it's true also ...
but i'm refering to the REAL happiness ...
of course the money itself cannot exchange for tt right ...

i just want to have a happy family ... (:
the real happiness where by everyone is happy !!!

HEEELLLOOO!!!

2008-12-06T01:18:00.001+08:00

HELLO PEEPS ! ... =D

finally i can take some time off to blog .. hehex ...
well .. nowadays have been mugging hard for the coming term-test which is juz nxt wk ...
don't really have the time to do other things other than studying and sleeping .. hahas ...
depriving from sleep too .. haix ... zZz ....

hmm .. recently saw Melissa Q.R. which is like few mths back since i last saw her .. heee ...
and also one of my tchers, Mr Glenn Tan ... yea ...
i missed all my sec sch friends and teachers seriously !!! ):

after the term-term ends .. will be having 2-wks break but but but it's like .. 'holiday = no holidays' ! ):
coz there will be a series of presentation meetings; need to come back sch to complete the DFUND mini-project task; and also many many many other things .... ):
but it's ok ! i juz want to be happy yea .. =)

ok .. tt's all wad i want to say .. let's see when my next post is going to be .. hees ... take care people aite !!! (:

oh the day is drawing nearer .. should i or shouldn't i ...?

TERM-TEST!!!

2008-11-29T22:21:00.006+08:00

study study study ... ?!
anw .. term-test is ard the corner which is juz merely less than 2 wks away ...
i've not really started my revision yet ...
effective study is what i need .. but i'm not sure how to ...
i forget things very fast .. oh why didn't God give me a smart brain and won't forget things de ... hais ...
i'm starting to worry for my main-examinations le ! maybe you will find this funny coz term-test is not over yet ... but because i know tt i'll forget things very fast and till the main exam .. there's sure many many many things to study ... tt's y ...

i'm not really sad or stress .. is just tt i feel ... (don't knw how to say also...) =]
not sleeping well nowadays also ... sigh~

ok .. tmr will be having project meeting with my friends ...
sch work is piling up for sure ... heee ...

so happy !!! but i know there's a reason behind everything ...

NAP WITHOUT GUILT; SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!

2008-11-28T19:23:00.003+08:00

came across an article which i found it resourceful ...

which says, we ppl should have sufficient amt of slp .. coz interrupting slp will disrupt memory-making .. whereas on the contrary, taking a nap may boost our memory ...

"Not only do we need to remember to sleep, but most certainly we sleep to remember," is how Dr. William Fishbein, a cognitive neuroscientist says ...

too little slp clearly isn't a good thing as over time, a habitual lack of slp can erode the body in many ways tt leave us more vulnerable to illnesses ...

Good sleep is a casualty of our 24/7 world.

some advice is tt try to avoid super-late nights followed by sleep-in weekends .. and dun feel guilty for napping ...

so to those who have not been sleeping well or don't really have enough sleep .. please do so now ... heee ....

you can also read up more on this article given the link below ...

adapted from: 'Nap without guilt: It boosts sophisticated memory'
http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081125/twl-med-healthbeat-sleepy-brains-1be00ca.html

REPLY OF TAGS

2008-11-28T16:00:00.001+08:00

25 Nov 08, 08:22
Camy: lol.... anyway... hang tough! and keep moving on!
r0y: encouragement? hahas .. yea i will hang on and keep moving on de ... thanks thanks! heee ....

25 Nov 08, 23:36
nice: sure ar dun bluff me eh ltr u nvr tell me den u noe..hahas..=)
r0y: ya .. sure! hmm .. oops ... hahas ... :p

26 Nov 08, 21:40
qii-: i was here! (:
r0y: o.o .. thanks for leaving footprint behind .. hahas .. =)

27 Nov 08, 13:17
nice: hey i shared my probs wid u,so u cn share urs wid me too...
r0y: yupp .. if there's a chance, we can share our problems tgt ya .. heee ... =]

27 Nov 08, 13:17
nice: AND u are not goin to leave d world soon i mean dun tink tat way la tink as how many days u cn stay in d world since u dunno d ans,might as well enjoy every moment of it..=)
r0y: oops .. ok .. i'm not feeling negative but i juz feel tt way ... (: yea i agree of wad u say too .. noted! hahas ... =D and cheer up k!

27 Nov 08, 18:40
Camy: hang tough~
r0y: yes yes! hahas .. =D

27 Nov 08, 20:45
joel.t: baby like u don noe how to tink hehes..A NEW U?hahas gdgd stay happy ok?
r0y: i knw how to think can ... hahas ... yeap i will stay happy! =)

27 Nov 08, 20:49
joel.t: 0o0oh n wats ur last wish?y must secret?
r0y: wah .. liddat u also can notice tt i edit my wishlist .. heee because it's a SECRET! HAHA! .. shhh~

27 Nov 08, 22:37
reeeen: i miss my kiwi ):
r0y: reen! saya rindu awak too! we shall meet up one day yea? let's update each other k ... heee ... (:

28 Nov 08, 09:53
jesslyn: something must have happen ... so many thoughts ... but it's good that you look on the bright side . cause it's never too late ! (:
r0y: hmm .. ya .. having many thoughts nowadays ... don't knw why also ... heee ... but the conclusion is like wad u've said, 'look on the bright side' and stay happy! =)

28 Nov 08, 13:44
hao: WAH DELETE UR POST SIA...
hao: ps i being lame
r0y: hahas .. u ar ... ur laptop sot sot de so tt's y can't see my posts ... =.=

IT'S TIME FOR A CHANGE ...

2008-11-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

well .. as mentioned from my previous post ...
i should be thankful of what i have ...
my beloved friends and family ...
i've a home ... i can still study ...
what else can i still request ...
well .. some people have said, "sometimes you'll need to feel sad in order to know the feeling of being happy..." but i wonder why should human have feelings in the first place ...

we can just be happy and thankful of what we have around us ... cherish those whom u love .. treasure those of what you have ... right ..? (:

so as from today .. i'll try to be myself .. not to be sad or unhappy anymore ... not to think about much stuffs ... and just live on everyday till the day i leave this world ...
i'll certainly try my best to do tt .. even though i know it's quite hard for me not to be sad over some things ...
well .. speaking of leaving the world .. i don't think tt i can live for so long .. don't know why i got a feeling that i'm going to leave this world ... ):

it's time for a change! .. a new me! (:
新的开始，完美的人生。(:

SOME THINGS TO SAY ...

2008-11-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

well .. some reflection tt i did some time ago ...

sometimes i think tt i'm counted quite fortunate ....
i've overcomed every obstacles tt has put in front of me and also i've stacked the odds tt are against me ...
well .. for instance .. ever since i've entered secondary school .. i've changed somehow ...
my character, my attitude and etc ....
my teachers had been sending me for counselling .. 2 times in fact .. once in secondary 2 and another in secondary 4 ...
alot of things happened during secondary school times ... and now it looks like everything has changed when thinking back to the past ...
i wasn't tt hardworking when i was in secondary 1 .. and alot of things keep distracting me ...
which thus .. led to my undesirable academic results ....
in secondary 2 .. i was almost streamed into Normal Acad from the Express ...
my class and level position was like the last few out of all ...?
i heard from all my peers and teachers tt some of us are gonna drop from the Express stream ...
i was worried of course .. but during the Final-Yr Examination .. i put in my best in my studies and was able to remain in Express stream ...
thanks to my form teacher who had really help me alot ...
in secondary 3 .. things didn't look good either .. i was under the pending status as my overall results was quite bad ... and i couldn't be promoted to secondary 4 Express whereas most of my friends had already promoted ...
but after the re-test which was given to those who are under pending status to have a 2nd chance to be promoted to secondary 4 Express .. i was able to do so actually ... a sign of relief~
in secondary 4 .. which was the most critical year as the 'O' Levels approaches ... and my results weren't tt good either ... as for my 'O' Levels result .. i've passed 3 out of 7 subjects and i failed my English Language ... omg! can you imagine how bad it is!!!
but somehow, someway or another .. i managed to enter into Temasek Polytechnic and got into my first choice of course which is not a bad course after all ...
got to know quite a number of new friends ... and also things went smoothly as well ...
i was worried about my studies in Poly as there's one particular subject which i'm really weak in .. but i managed to clear tt for sem 1.1 and proceed to sem 1.2 ...
all for the above mentioned .. i'm quite pretty sure tt God is helping me .. otherwise i wouldn't have been through that and up till now ... (:
well .. as for now .. i'm not sure whether things can still be going smoothly for me .. as i know everything has to come to a halt when there's a need to ... ):

i just want to say THANKS to those who have been through these with me .. and giving me encouragement as we go along ... (:

FORGET FORGET FORGET !!!

2008-11-24T20:47:00.002+08:00

i knew this would come again as expected .. don't uds a single thing for tdy's lessons ... =.=
and there's many many many things to study !!! no time ... ):
i'm really tired .. no energy to move on le ...
so tt's y i'm trying not to think abt some other things ...
trying to abort those thoughts of mine ....
and the only way is to FORGET ... ...
can i ..???

gtg to do my work le ... bye !

it's hard to let go some things .. but i know things will turn out better this way ... ):

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY EUNICE !!!

2008-11-24T00:05:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY Ms Eunice Kua !!!

hope that EVERYTHING goes well for you alright .. and most importantly .. must be HAPPY!!! =]

CELEBRATING EUNICE'S ADVANCED BIRTHDAY!!!

2008-11-23T22:10:00.005+08:00

tdy we celebrated Eunice's advanced birthday !
went to SWENSONS to have some ice-cream delights ! woots~
then we went to shop around, play arcade ...
and lastly before we headed home, we passed her the birthday present which we bought for her ! hope she likes it too !
well .. a few more hours to Eunice's 17th birthday !

will be posting again later ! heee...

A HAPPY DAY OUT ! =)

many ppl have asked me the same question .. is that so ...?
but each time they ask, i just denied ...
because i think it isn't the right time yet ...
i've so many things to say .. but i just kept it to myself ...
i just hope that one fine day you will understand bah ... =)

MET UP WITH OLD FRIENDS ...

2008-11-22T20:49:00.001+08:00

today went to Jason's hse .. with Nik and ZH ...
it's been a while tt i've seen Nik and ZH le ...
finally we got to meet up yea .. hahas ...
then we had our lunch tgt ...
after tt .. installed MS Office 2007 and some games ...
thanks to them too! =) HAHA!
wanted to install Adobe Photoshop but no one have it .. ):
hmm .. play play play; slack slack slack; chat chat chat ... tt's what we do for the day! .. hahas ...
but at least i got to copy the Jap lecture notes from Jason .. hees ...
sometimes i wonder why i'm so different from the other teens nowadays .. who are crazed over the games .. but i'm not really interested in those ... why?! hahas ...

there's still infinity of work to be done! sobz ...

kk .. tt's all bah ... bye ppl! ^^

Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy.

WHAT'S WRONG? O.o

2008-11-21T20:40:00.001+08:00

today in the morning .. i board the WRONG bus to sch ! ...
hahas .. i really don't knw what i'm thinking at tt point of time ... O.o
i immediately alight, rushed for the bus-stop and board the RIGHT bus ...
this is my first time standing and squeezing with the rest on the bus when going to sch .. =.=
now i finally got the feel of what other students did .. when it's really hard to board up the bus as it's way too packed .. and thus, sometimes they may even be late for their classes! haix ...
but luckily .. i'm able to reach TP just on time ... relief~

the first lesson is EMATH2 .. which we had our test thereafter ...
the test is manageable ... =)
after sch .. went to do our PCB assignment and we're almost done! ... finally i understand how to do eh ... heee ...
then my friends and i played bball with WenDe and his friends ...
and we headed home after that ...

GOOD or BAD day? O.o ... is AVERAGE bah ... hahas ...

kk .. tt's all for today ... ciaoz~

i yearned for a miracle to happen .. because you make me smile. (:

STREAMING RESULT =)

2008-11-20T19:30:00.003+08:00

back to update .. =)
for the past few days, i'm feeling rather down because i've been struggling with school work and some other stuffs ...
but but but it's OK! because i'm feeling better! yeah! =D
although i know there's still so much to do .. but i'll try not to be =( ...
really THANKS to those who have been helping and guiding me with my studies .. and also those who have been encouraging me yea ... *smiles* ...
ENCOURAGEMENT is what i need! ...

ok .. today is also the day in which the streaming result is out ...
and i got into .. Business Engineering - DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS (BUS OPTION) ...
it's mostly about business stuff and is not really into engineering ...
happy? because there won't be much LAB for this course yea .. hees ...
looking forward to studying in that particular course .. and of course i'll be missing Engineering ... HAHA!

next week .. is gonna be a NIGHTMARE for me again! ... hope that i can complete everything smoothly yea? =)

okae .. that's all for today .. take care and bye people! (:

how to smile .. ):

2008-11-17T21:35:00.002+08:00

i've been trying hard for the past few days to .. forget abt ... ... ...
i know i can't really forget .. but i've to try ... if not ..? haix ... ):
so many things to bother ... and think abt ... ):
another thing which keep bothering me is my studies ...
quizzes coming up and term-test is just ard the corner .. =.= ... stress !
sigh~
really not in the mood !!!

how much longer can i hold onto ...? i wonder ...

AWWA SHINE CAMP! (15th - 16th Nov)

2008-11-16T20:35:00.002+08:00

AWWA SHINE CAMP !!! =)
initially i'm somehow afraid as it's my first interacting with those kids there and also i'm afraid tt i can't take good care of them ...
but later .. everything was alright .. we'all get along quite well ... hees ...
played games, sang songs, went to the ExplorerKids at Downtown East, BBQ-ing at night ...
wow .. tt's fun for those kids ... hahas ...
some of the kids are quite adorable and also some are not easy to be taken care of ...
so we must really have patience and try to accomodate them ...
one of the kids of my grp in particular, Su Yuan, he's really adorable ! ...
he knows Kung Fu ! and also many many many things .. tt his mind doesn't look like an 7-year-old child ... COOL !!! .. hahas ...
then the nxt day .. had prize presentation .. cleaning up .. and packing of our bags and stuffs ...
kk .. anw time flies .. and tt's the end of the camp ... (:

for now .. there's many undone work waiting for me !!! .. ):
i really don't feel like doing them .. no mood also !!!
kk .. shall end here bah ... ciaoz~

undefine ... ):

stress ! ):

2008-11-14T21:09:00.009+08:00

got lots of things to study and work on ...
i really don't feel like studying le .. haix ...
i hate it when i don't uds tt particular subject ...
see all the books = faint !!! HAHA =D
stress !!!

i realised tt i've lost interest in many things le ...
this make my life not meaningful at all .. how can this be ?! sigh~

tmr will be having camp .. hope tt everything goes well ... =)

hmm .. a full-stop ...? 我明白了。=)

haix ...

2008-11-13T22:32:00.005+08:00

DFUND2 is really difficult for me to uds .. ?! ... haix ...
how ? how ? how ? ):

and ya .. tdy is the __________ ...
lucky it's not the worst as i think it would be ...
but still the consequences ... ... ... ):
haix ...
things will never be the same again ... ):

putting a fake front is all wad i can do ... (:

kk .. shall stop here ... =)

now i've realised and understand le ... ...

2008-11-12T23:59:00.000+08:00

first of all .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE !!! *smiles* ...
hope you will strive in ur studies and everything k .. hees ...
most imptly.. be HAPPY !! =)

tomorrow is ... ... ...
hope tt it will not be as worst as i thought it will be ...
it will be OK de !!!
谢谢你们的关心！=)

make me smile ! ):

not my day ! ):

2008-11-11T23:59:00.005+08:00

tdy had my EDEVCKT quiz during the first lesson ...
it was still quite alright .. can say it was manageable ... (:
starting of the day was still alright .. but towards the end wasn't tt good ... >>>
till the last lesson which is the PCBDES .. i didn't really do well for the assignment part ... haix ....
then after tt .. went hm str ....
reached the bus-stop and the bus came .. but was fully packed so i waited for the nxt one ....
board the bus and i almost slept onto the shoulder of a mid-age lady .. she realised and woke me up ... :p
headed down to Bugis to buy my facial soap and toothpaste .. but but didn't manage to find either of them so i went hm empty-handed ... ):
unlucky me? HAHA !
then also i found out tt i can't _________ for the rest of the days of this wk .... ):

i've also submitted my choices for the streaming exercise ...
but i'm afraid tt i made the wrong choice ... ): haix ...

kk .. i've to prepare the draft for the Jap presentation le ...
really got no mood to do la ... ): ): ): don't feel like doing it .. how?!

it's definitely not my day tdy ... ):

if only you were there ....

streaming exercise =.=

2008-11-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

nowadays .. i've so much things to do ... haix ....
but i'm glad tt i've somehow manage to uds EMATH2 le ... yeah !
i want to say .. my EMATH2 lecturer go through so fast tt i cannot even rest for 1 sec ...
he always said he'll go through slowly so tt we'all can uds ... but he don't knw he himself teach damn fast .. haix ... ):
lucky there's still tutorial lessons ... (:

tmr will be having EDEVCKT quiz ...
still haven't revise yet .. but later i'm going to study le ...
hope tt the quiz is manageable bah ... (:

streaming exercise tmr le ! omg .. haven't decide which course to take up eh ... =.=

till tdy i realised tt people have been asking 'Is there a DOOMSDAY?'/世界末热？'
i think there will be this day ...
thinking of it really scary right? juz hv to imagine wad if it really happen?.. ):
but i think tt it's not a bad idea also .. coz we won't be worrying much abt our life le ... it's the END ! .. HAHA !
kk .. we shall see how things go bah .... (:

should i or shouldn't i ? hmm ... does it matter ?

O.o .. =)

2008-11-09T18:10:00.006+08:00

what shld i do eh .. ?
but since i knw tt there won't be any outcome coz it's like impossible? HAHA ..
i'll have to forget it all ... the earlier the better yea ... =)
我好想放弃。。。
可能，或，也许，会比较好一些呢？。。。
我承认我是 _____________ ...
我已经尝试好几次，但我就是放不下。。。

things to do later at night:
1) revise EMATH2 and try to complete Assignment 1
2) prepare for tmr's presentation
3) revise DFUND2 (if can)

what should i do for now? ):

SO MUCH WORK !!! ):

2008-11-07T21:17:00.006+08:00

there's infinity of work to be completed !!!
how??? i know i can't really cope it de ...
sobz ...

1) PSPS presentation
2) revise EDEVCKT; complete RQ 2
3) revise EMATH2; go through tutorial qns; complete Assignment 1
4) revise DFUND2; go through tutorial qns
5) draft for Japanese topic presentation
6) streaming exercise - make a decision of which course

all are due nxt week ... =X

not forgeting abt the quizzes and tests are coming up .. haix ...

谢谢你！=)

2008-11-06T23:51:00.003+08:00

kk .. i'm back to update ...
nowadays i'm somehow happier .. and of course abit of unhappy too ....
happy coz of my TP frenz .. nice to be with them ... =)
they help me along the way, take care of me and also had laughter tgt ...
unhappy coz my whole mind is abt homework, assignments, presentation and projects ...
i'm juz afraid tt i cannot cope with my sch work .. and i'm worrying for my term-test right now ... *sigh~
juz hope tt i can get out of this nightmare asap ... then my mind can at least be lighter ...

one more wk .. to _________ ... =X

Let's SING TO THE DAWN ...

怎么办

2008-11-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

我会每天地祈祷。。。
希望一切都没事。。一切都可以尽快地解决吧。。。
没心情啊。。):

我突然觉得好害怕。。好但心。。。

tired~

2008-10-31T21:01:00.002+08:00

lessons as usual ...
but tdy was a little different coz this is the only day when i can go hm the earliest ... HAHA ...
hmm ... these few days i'm real dead beat .. kept falling asleep during lessons .. haix ...
and ya .. there's still many things tt i've yet to complete ... =.=
sigh ! i'm really in deprived of sleep and time ... how?!

having sorethroat ... ):

hmm .. is it better that way .. or ...?

Japanese =)

2008-10-29T21:25:00.001+08:00

tdy learnt some Japanese phrases .. ! hahas ...
ok i'm going to share some of what i've learnt ... yea ...

"Konnichiwa. Hajimemashite. Watashi wa Roy desu, Shingaporu-jin desu, Kogaku no gakusei desu. Dozo yoroshiku."
Translation: "Good afternoon. How do you do? I am Roy, a Singaporean and a student from Engineering. Nice to meet you."

Another one, a bit difficult this time .. i'm also not sure whether it is correct .. :p hees ...
A: Sumimasen, Shingaporu-jin desu ka.
B: Hai, so desu.
A: Doko ni sundeimasu ka.
B: Jalan Besar ni sunde imasu.
A: So desu ka.
Translation:
A: Excuse me, are you a Singaporean?
B: Yes, I am.
A: Where do you live now?
B: I live in Jalan Besar.
A: I see.

hmm .. today i also saw quite a number of friends in school too ... hahas ...
they are: TingHui, ChongHow, Huiling, Lynette, 2 of my senior TCCC Mentors, JasonNg, ChiwFoong and CheeHiang.
what a day ! hahas ...

okies .. think tt's all for today ...
i had only 2 slices of bread for dinner .. and i don't intend to eat much coz i'm so super duper tired !!! and i'll be sleeping early today ... zZz ... ciao~
... pain ! argh~ ):

也只好这样了 ...

when? o.O

2008-10-27T01:50:00.000+08:00

我只能尽力而为 .. 一直到我无能为力吧 ...

我可不可以做得到呢?

YRP - 1st Day

2008-10-22T23:44:00.005+08:00

hmm .. tdy .. as usual .. went to sch early for lessons ...
then i realised .. actually i alrdy knew tt i've forgotton all the lessons thought in previous sem ... haix ....
then .. also went for my CDS - Jap tutorial class ...
learnt some Jap too ! ... heee ....

and ya .. i helped out for the Yellow Ribbon Project too ...
at first i went mobile with Duke .. with the donation can ...
then i realise ... (dun wan say it here) ...
i can only .. sigh~ .. haix ...
then the nxt time slot ... i helped out at the booth itself ... making the ribbons ...
and till when chailin took those ribbon and let me see ... wow~ i then realised there's really lots of lots of ribbon ... hahas ...
then was also chatting with tzu wei and wende ...
can't stand them .. laugh and laugh .... HAHA !
we were making fun of each other ... sot le !
anw .. we had fun ... =)

ok .. think tt's all for tdy ... and think i won't be blogging tt much le ....
coping wid studies makes me stress ... !
Ja Mata~

maybe i should ... ...

another day of sch ...

2008-10-21T21:17:00.003+08:00

hmm .. another day of sch ...
and as usual i felt so sleepy ... zZz ...
lessons weren't good either .. i'm getting a hard time to uds ...
how?! haix ... i've to buck up bah ...
well .. a short post for tdy ... roy is tired~

tmr will be having YRP thingy going on ... so so so ... pls support k ... =)

and as for now .. i'm going to rest .. then hope later i can at least study some b4 i go to bed ...
tmr lesson starting at 9am ... TIRED ! =.=

as time pass by .. it's getting harder for me to put down everything ... ):
i think ...

SCH REOPENS/ NEW SEMESTER - 1.2

2008-10-20T18:35:00.004+08:00

today ...
woke up early in the morning and went to school !!! ...
it has been some time since i went through tt routine ... HAHA ...
then met up with friends at Short Circuit ...
had our breakfast b4 we went for the first lesson ...
ok .. lessons went well for the starting of the day ...
but but but .. as the day drew towards the end ... i'm feeling more and more sleepy ...
and there i went .. to my dreamland !!! LOL ...
luckily my friends woke me up .. hees ... is not 1 time .. but for 2 times for 2 different lessons ... :p
as a result .. i didn't really pay attention during lessons for tdy ... haix ... ):

PS: roy wants to turn in early from today onwards .. but he need somebody to control him if not .. no point de ... heee .... =) ppl .. if you see me still on9 so late ... pls say me or scold me if can ... till i go to sleep .. k ... =D

i feel like ... as if we juz knw each other .... it truly is 'where it all ... begins again ...' =)
and my foot ... ):

LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY BEFORE SCH REOPENS ):

2008-10-19T20:46:00.001+08:00

hmm .. well .. today's Sunday which is the last day of holiday b4 sch reopens tmr ...
sad or happy ? .. i'm not sure too ...
but i wonder how is the first day of sch reopen like ... hees ...
tmr marks the beginning of a whole new semester ... (:
a new semester; a new start ...
and of course i hope .. things will change for the better ...
so let's see how things go for this time .. hees ...
good luck for all TP-ians tmr .. and we're offically back to the school days once again !!! =X

Whether it's the best of times or the worst of times, it's the only time we got.

I.. MYSELF.. & ONLY ME (:

2008-10-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

hmm ... this is going to be a very special post for those who wants to know more about me ... hees ...
coz i'll be writing down things which are about ME !! (:
maybe more than what you guys have alrdy know ...

well ... basically what you know abt me is ... a soft-spoken guy?
but actually i can also talk lots and lots ...
some of you'all may have know abt tt ... hahas ...
and whenever i've ntg to talk abt ... i'll just smile ... and of course at the same time think of smtg to talk abt ...

and and there are 2 different sides of me ...
one side of me is GOOD ... and the other side is BAD ...
i've portraited my life similar to tt wrestling life ...
good side is normally what i am ...
and whereas for the bad side is very much different from what i am ...
sometimes i can be super duper bad de ... is just depends the surroundings ...
and maybe some of you will get shocked when you see the bad side of me ...
that scene is very rare ... only when i'm super angry or smtg that irritates me so much tt i couldn't tolerate anymore ...
hmm .. so ya .. another thing is i'm real hot tempered ... but seldom shows tt too ...

when my friends or any person help me with anything ... i'll return the favour in two folds to them ... i will treat the same way to them ... e.g. whenever my friend treat me to anything .. i'll treat him/her back on some other day ...
but if they treat me badly ... *HAHA* i'll treat the same way to them as well .. but in a very bad and cruel way *doubled of what they do to me* ... see how evil i can be ... hahahas ...

i'm super blurr seriously ... so at times i really need someone to guide me ...
sometimes i will act blurr too ... coz i have a reason in doing so ...

i can be childish at times ... hahas ... but i can be mature too ...

i will ~~never~~ seldom say 'NO' or reject my friends even though i don't really like to tt idea unless i've smtg on or i may have a reason to do so ...
and i'll go by 'first come first serve' basis ... meaning tt when i've given my allocated time for tt particular activity ... i'll stick to it even when i gt smtg else ... unless i have a reason ...

i'll ~~never~~ seldom hide anything ... coz i'll tell all the things to my friends ... is just tt the person i tell may not be you ... someone else instead?

the thing i hate most is being misunderstood ... so in the future get the facts right b4 you let it known ... please don't assume anything ...

i'll prefer my friends to take my words seriously ... it depends as well .. sometimes i may sound like i'm joking and maybe it's just a casual remark ... but i do mean it ...

well .. think that's all for me .. and if you have alrdy knw me very well .. guess all those what i've written is nothing .. hees ... i wrote all that on the 10th Sept '08 but i've dragged on and on till today then i decided to post ... =)

sigh off
roy kim

ANOTHER DAY OUT (:

2008-10-17T22:15:00.000+08:00

met up with JX, CH and WX at Bugis ...
had our lunch at the Food Junction and went to shop ard at Bugis Street for our needs and likes ... hees ...
and we each bought smtg .. yeah !!! (:
i bought a pair of berms .. woots~ i like it .. =)
shop shop and shop ... and i saw many many many things tt i want? .. HAHA ...
but i didn't buy them as they aren't my necessities ...
hmm .. and later went to parklane there and played pool ...
i wasn't good at playing but still quite fun though playing with the rest ... hees ...
and after tt .. went to settle our dinner at LJS ...
then we went to play arcade .. the racing car and bball de ...
woo~ we had fun playing !!! =D
slacked a bit more then headed home le ...
though tdy's is juz a simple day .. but i'm happy !!! *smiles*

it shall be kept unknown .. till the right time ... =)

A DAY OUT WITH TP FAMILY (:

2008-10-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

tdy ...
went to meet up with the rest of my TP clique ...
happy? coz mostly all were there ... heee ...
then played bball ...
and there's the OCT semester orientation going on ...
saw they learnt the mass dance and cheers ...
i was like thinking back .. when i first entered TP as a freshie ...
time really flies though ... =)
hmm .. k.. then after playing till ard 7 plus ... we headed to the bedok blk 85 chong pang there and had our dinner ...
the food there is nice !!! yummy !!! =D
then then .. after which we headed home ...
tmr going out with some of my friends again .. heee ...

and oh ya .. was discussing abt the CDS thingy with my clique ...
guess wad .. most of them got into PSY ...
&& only a friend of mine and me got into JAP ...
but wad's even worst is tt .. both of us were in different class i think ... haix ... ):

i don't know what's going on with me ...
totally no mood right now ... ):
i juz wish someone can make me smile .. (:

CSC BBQ (: / TIME-TABLE ):

2008-10-16T14:36:00.001+08:00

ok .. here i am to blog ... =)

hmm .. ytd went for the CSC BBQ at Costa Sands Pasir Ris ...
many others were there too ...
i'm glad to see tt this chalet was quite a successful one ... hees ...
chat and play with the rest .. and i felt good as i get to knw more friends !!! (:

i've got a lot more to learn ...
and guess .. day by day .. i'm growing up ... :)

and today ... the time-table is OUT .. ):
initially i didn't want to go and check for tt .. coz i'm really afraid to knw abt it ...
and i've got no mood at all now ...
but since i've to face it no matter what .. so i went to check ...
and when i saw my new time-table .. *faint* ...
sobz ... it's like so packed ...
no mood .. no feelings .. NUMB !!! ):

as the day draws nearer .. i'm getting more and more afraid ...
afraid to see all the lecturers .. tutors and books .. ):
think .. i've to overcome this fear bah .. haix ...